Where have I been?! Home mainly. I'm officially back at school now taking one last class for my last summer session. And if all goes well I will then be able to graduate. I've currently been in the process of moving things around. Disposing of old stuff, donating truckloads of things to charities, bringing home 4 years of occumulated memories, and most of all readjusting to life at home again. Just being back home for a month was already such a different experience. Living at college and taking on all responsibilities has shown me how capable I am of caring for myself. There's so much I can do now that I never had the chance to try before, even simple things like writing checks and ordering take-out. Back home I feel almost caged, but I've come to notice some more important things, like what is my role in the family now. I'm not a child anymore, but let's face it who really ever grows up? I'm now in a position where I have the power to care for my family, to watchover their needs and to help them, rather than standing back and being the helpless one. Everyone is getting older and sometimes it feels like time is slipping away. I even worry at times that I get too narrowminded and forget to appreciate each moment I have with those I care about. My eyes have really opened about my relationship with my family, friends, and those I no longer care to associate with. It's been a rather tumultuous month on my emotions, and I admit I had a bit of a breakdown, well actually make that two, but now that my head's clear I feel more ready than ever to continue pushing forward. I still don't exactly know what to do next, get a job, an internship, take a break, travel abroad, do some soulsearching, maybe even fall in love, but whatever comes my way I know I'm ready for some change, hopefully for the better. While all these changes have been happening I obviously haven't been posting anything. Sad truth is I haven't been drawing anything, at all. There's just too much going on for me to take a time out and sit down to do something creative and free of thought. Though that's probably just what I need right now. On a positive note I plan to at least do some drawing practices to get myself back into gear. I feel very rusty and unable even to hold a pencil properly. Yet my mind will never cease coming up with ideas. As with everything happning in my life right now, I'll just have to wait and see how things pan out. I officially leave campus by mid-September, so if you don't here from me during these next 2 months fret not, for I'm am quite alright. In fact I've never been better.
I've been clubbin...

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I hope you're doing well!
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"Two things in life are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."
- Albert Einstein
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Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side.
As for Iris, due to her high interest in clothing she'd most likely be a Fashion Design major with a Bachelor of Arts/BA degree. (I hope this answers your question)
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"Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly."
~~ Dream, Neil Gaiman's /The Sandman/
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Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side.
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But today I fly...
...into the world of tomorrow.
(The picture yay! Thanks for remembering. Now you've got me wondering if there's anything I promised months ago that I owe people.
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"Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly."
~~ Dream, Neil Gaiman's /The Sandman/
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Vote in the August JSRF fan art Contest [link] Soul Brotha!
t forgotten you!! i pwomise!)
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[All] don't! don! modeun ge don sesang won ane gadhin nuh what is your mind
[Kibum] you outta control what is your mind
[All] jebal juwireul dorabwa juhlmangui nunbichi boijanha
[Kibum] stop bangin' my head my eyes gone red
Sorry for the spam, I really liked your art so Im hoping you might enter...
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August JSRF fan art Contest is On! [link] Soul Brotha!
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Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side.
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Happy belated Bday btw. :/
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"Two things in life are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."
- Albert Einstein
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Next the walls were closed on me,
And I discovered that my castles stand,
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand...
I want to wish you the best 21st birthday and that it's awesome, sweet, spectacular, excellent, cool, amazing, and any other adjective I can't think of! Have a blast now that you're a big adult!
-- AL/AI.
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Next the walls were closed on me,
And I discovered that my castles stand,
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand...
to add Her to Your favs..
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"Save the cheerleader, save the world"
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There’s an old saying
“When you’re neither right nor wrong then its time to beat the drums and attack”
In other words when Dialogue fails, its time for violence.
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If the answer is eternal light, why do we sleep in the dark?
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[All] don't! don! modeun ge don sesang won ane gadhin nuh what is your mind
[Kibum] you outta control what is your mind
[All] jebal juwireul dorabwa juhlmangui nunbichi boijanha
[Kibum] stop bangin' my head my eyes gone red
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